My Little Note
Monday, October 6, 2008 x 7:14 AM
The world I live in
Is a world of darkness
Few loves coming in
Less joy and full of sadness
A world of tears is what I call
Like pouring rain they would fall
Tell me why I should smile
If happiness only lasts for a while
Tell my why tears don't stop
No matter how hard I try to hold
The red roses seem pretty daddy
Yet not as pretty as the tears I cry
Not as pretty as the blood I spill
This room is pretty too
So small and tiny I could hardly breathe
Just like the space you give in this world
And my heart you slash day by day with your words
Words are sharper than knives
And hence they say
Maybe if I get tired one day
I'll be a nice little girl and go to bed
And dream a dream free of sadness and even happiness
Free of every nonsense I've experienced
And maybe we would all be happier this way
As you and I know, this isn't the first time I pour some tears
Yet it might be the last time
Who knows?
And after this last drop of tear
If you get a chance to view my little note
I want you to know that I've been grateful
I may not say nor express
But I do feel
You may not know, you may not care
But here my little note I shall end
And let's hope that I still have my strength to breathe
~ReNez!~
Labels: cry, emo, note, parents, sad, suicidal, tears, upset
