money money
Monday, August 24, 2009 x 8:58 PM
the whole world revolves around money. these days when you want to hang out with friends, you go out to the mall. go out to eat. go play in timezone. watch a movie. go shopping. spend spend spend.i've been overspending so much now!!! i go out every week. when i was still in high school, i only went out like twice a month. but my standard of overspending is probably different with others. while i might go all concerned about how fuckin expensive this restaurant is, and how i'm going to be completely broke after this, they'll probably go "wdh it's only rp. xxx".i really am broke now. really. i ask for money so many many times more than usual, and of course my mum's pretty pissed. i feel really bad. my dad keeps procrastinating buying me a laptop, with the excuse that we don't have the money for it, so i really shouldn't be spending much should i?but sometimes you just want to spend. have fun, eat good stuff, buy pretty things. i probably wouldn't complain too much since i'll feel bad (and maybe i also want it). they won't really switch restaurants anyway right? and maybe i'm afraid they'll go wtf-is-wrong-with-her. peer pressure's a bitch.i say all this but 2 days later i'm gonna go hang out anyway -.- oh dear the temptation is too great. i guess only ratna'd scold me for overspending =p she spends less than i do!! when she's the one who got me hooked on shopping.but i like spending. and buying unimportant stuff. buy buy buy. eat out. watch movies. i should get a job. and omg i'm starting to buy comics again wtf. rp.15 000 now!!!!!!!!! bloody gramedia!now i'm really confused about my opinion on this topic. is it "i hate overspending but peer pressure's made me do it" or "i love spending but don't have any money". or "i don't wanna overspend but i'm weak to temptations". okay it's definitely not the first one.you know what i shouldn't write these type of posts cuz i get confused and find something to agree on from the opposite side and contradict myself.here's what i should blog on:ratna just gave me a link to this picture:
lol horny polar bears
~suze
Labels: money, overspending
